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Name: Elisabeth Country: United States State: North Carolina Metro: Hickory Birthday: 12/31/1986 Gender: Female
Interests: Colorguard, Dance, Traveling, Reading, Shopping for shiny things, Purses, Pugs, my boyfriend Paul, School Expertise: Student of Life Occupation: Student
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8/20/2005
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| so I cannot really believe that it has been this long, but I really think that i need to start this up again. life took over and i just got drug along for the ride....i really do not even know where to start. so much has happened and so much has changed. well, not really changed but has gotten back to the way that it should be.
if i had to sum up this past year, it would be that i am slowly but surely beginning to live for me and no one else. it sucks bc people get hurt that you never wanted to, and you have to really look at your life and what it is about.
i know i said a lot, but most of it was a cover for how i really felt. sometimes being grown up means finding the immaturity that you need.
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| so I cannot really believe that it has been this long, but I really think that i need to start this up again. life took over and i just got drug along for the ride....i really do not even know where to start. so much has happened and so much has changed. well, not really changed but has gotten back to the way that it should be.
if i had to sum up this past year, it would be that i am slowly but surely beginning to live for me and no one else. it sucks bc people get hurt that you never wanted to, and you have to really look at your life and what it is about.
i know i said a lot, but most of it was a cover for how i really felt. sometimes being grown up means finding the immaturity that you need.
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| ok...so this really has been forver ago.
classes are over. i worked three shifts back to back today starting at 5:30 am. that was fun, let me tell ya. i have practice for The Golden Thread soon and i just wish that i hadnt done it now. my parents are coming up on sunday....it was agreed that they were coming to the concert. two nights ago, they said they werent. some of you out there know what is going on with mom, but i wish that she just would have come and seen me play. i know that they come to ball games, but i wanted them to see me doing what i love; playing music. her reasoning is not that she is feeling bad, she just thought that she will go home @ 4 even thought they will be up here most of the day getting my stuff from my room. makes no sense. blah.
ok rehearsal and then have to get out of this rutt.
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| so i know that it has been forever since i have been on here, but honestly i just do not have time this semester. i love being this busy bc it keeps me on my toes and i really feel like i am getting an invaluable experience this way, but i am just kind of tired right now. classes are going well. work is going amazing. kkpsi is my saving grace. paul is wonderful. and the list goes on. i actually picked up another shift at work yesterday. i am working with UREC and it is so easy and stress free that it should be illegal. anyhow....i got the 545-800 am shift on Mon. @ the SRC. yeah...it is early, but i get time and a half for it. that is $9.75 an hour!!! i then have another shift right after it tilll 1000. after classes i come back to work @ 145 pm....so i have 3 shifts in one day now. after spring break is over, i lose the wednesday shift at the Quinn which is fine with me. i dont really like working at the Quinn as much. I am hoping to get two early shifts next semester and maybe 2 regular shifts. i have made an agreement with my parents about how to handle rent next year. i am going to be living at Highlands and i dont want my parents to take the money that i get back from Teaching Fellows to pay for it. since i am working anyhow, i want to pay half rent, $205, and then i can still buy food for the month with what is left over. this way only a little money is going to rent and i can keep that refund intact. well, i guess that is all. i need to get ready for swimming and meet the wonderful day. | | |
| i know that i am now 20 years old, but i am feeling extremely old lately. this is mainly due to an epidemic that infiltrated even our middle schoolers 6 years ago.... teen pregnancy is something that is not even surprising in caldwell county anymore....no one really thinks of it. what is really strange is that some that avioded the afore mentioned in high school are now finding themselves there now. and it is not that i have anything against pregnancy...it is just you would think they would have figured it out by now. let me elaborte...i was just on myspace and counted 8 people who are my age or just one year older. that is 19-21 years. that is it. i mean we had one girl in my high school who had 3 girls before she left. 3!!!! i just hope they seeking the Lord's help through all this.... | | |
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